far, too far...

late, late evening here and i am still in office. it is raining outside. all i can do is to wait for this rain to stop. i am not fond of going out on rain anymore. then i feel like coming back to this blog. it feels good.

i don't know why i can't stop my mind going way back in time. this brings all those memories back to me - some good, some wonderful, some that taught harsh lessons. today is about people; those many people i met in various stage of my life. those 'kiddy' friends from class nursery, those who chased me everyday in school, those who came together for years. those days, weeks, months, years, they went on - what i didn't realize was each day bringing wave that drifted each other apart. far, far away... those very same waves also brought many new people, new friends, new smile in my way... then again the waves took them away... so slowly that you fail to realize until they get out of your life.

i wonder where these people are now. not sure where, but i know they must be somewhere. far, too far...
happy, trying to be happy, sad, trying not be sad.
far, too far...