how far is that?

my shoulder is in pain. may be i didn't sleep well last night.

my mother thinks i am either too busy or getting lazy. may be she finds hard to tolerate my messed up room? it's not that bad anyway. i am expecting a phone call. my mobile hasn't flashed yet.

few more weeks before college starts. i can't wait. i don't know if i am going to miss 'leisure' days like this after college starts. may be i'll want some break at that time. but, see what is happening now! i am desperate to be back in class.

i'd like to study aeronautical science. but, to salvage a few things, i am going to study literature. i have given myself a couple of years to prepare for that, put together a few things, finish those leftovers, and see... they change... sometimes this 'everyday life' does stretch you to limit. you don't know how far is that, how far is the place you want to reach... how far is your search... how many days before you really feel you are on track... you don't know. you just hope things will get better, you hope you'll find the right track.

well, we can't go back and have a new beginning. but we can start now and make a new ending. i am happy thinking that i've found some way to make a new ending. let's see.

things go on...