one less in family

my dad died this evening.
he lost his fight against cancer. he was 58.
i don't know what to write from here...

i know that it’s just not enough

i am listening to a beautiful westlife song home and again came across these beautiful words. thought i should make a post -

maybe surrounded by a million people i
still feel all alone, i just wanna go home
oh, i miss you, you know
and i’ve been keeping all the letters that i wrote to you
each one a line or two, “’i’m fine baby how are you?”
well, i would send them but i know that it’s just not enough
my words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that...