new york waiting - a movie to watch

new york waiting is a 2006 movie by swedish director and writer joachim hedén. cast includes christopher stewart, annie woods and katrina nelson.

i loved this movie.
there is one character, sidney, and i found part of myself reflected on him.
you will definitely take away a few things from this movie that will be with you forever.

i suggest that you take this movie home. watch alone.

may be

i had to connect with a friend. but then, you know there are a few moments when not calling seems appropriate than calling. so, i sent my friend one sms.

now i am little upset. he has not replied. why? did he ignore it? can it be? but then i thought -

may be he slept early tonight,
may be he is working late night,
may be he is not feeling well so he can't reply,
may be he is having fun somewhere he didn't care to reply,

may be my msg didn't reach him, or
may be his msg didn't reach me

may be not all questions have the answer...
may be silence is (also) the answer

may be he will reply later on...
may be he simply forgot...

so, i still wait his reply.

those unfinished things

to clean that table, to finish that class, to join the guitar tuitions, to buy that sandle... these are just a few of those many unfinished things i have.

i wonder if you too have these sort of things or it's just me?

finished reading veronika decides to die

yesterday i finished reading veronika decides to die - a 1998 novel by paulo coelho.

the story centers on veronika, a woman in her mid twenties who appears to have everything: good looks, good job and a great life ahead of her. yet she decides to end her own life. she is unsuccessful and awakens in a mental hospital where she learns that she has five days to live. the reason that she attempted suicide was that she felt so constrained by the rules and expectations of 'normal' society that she had concluded that she had experienced all that life had to offer. however in the hospital she meets people who are only 'insane' because they don't always follow society's rules. with little left to lose, veronika embarks on a journey on which she frees herself to experience relationships and emotions and ultimately discovers what it means to live.

why is that people don't realise the value of what they have unless those are gone?